I just wanna feel alive again. I wanna wake up in the morning and be proud of what I see. I’m tired of being depressed and feeling worthless. No medicine can me feel better about it and believe me I’ve tried. I’ve now been addicted to pills for two months and I don’t wanna be numb anymore. Music is my release and I hardly get to do it anymore. So now that I have all these emotions built up, drugs are my only way out. I don’t expect any of you to care or any of you to help, but I love you guys and wanted someone to know.